babe

im going mad.
about myself being a babe
i hope to get well super soon.
so i can go to e beach.
e one who loves me.
givin me e sun, sea, sand.

im broken actually.
feelin real fucked.
i dunno.
stupid bitch stupid bitch.
how could u?
yet again, thy broke his heart.
and den, again, in my loneliness i wander.
sigh.
shy.
sharmaine.
wake up.

its reality.